I was on vacation with my family, but I’m back now, and this is where I am at:
I broke my consistency.
- I was supposed to study for 1 hour every day, but I fell behind during the vacation.
I told my parents that I am moving to San Diego.
- They like the idea of me moving, but they don’t trust me. They don’t think I can do it on my own.
- My dad says I’m lazy because I don’t have a job and that I am relying on them.
Overall, this is how I feel right now:
My dad doesn’t think I am ready and doesn’t believe I am capable of it.
I don’t blame him, though. From what he sees, he thinks I am doing nothing. I don’t tell him what I do every day. However, I know I should get a job.
It’s either I get a job or work extremely hard towards trading and education. I’d rather do the second choice, but obviously, it is hard to do.
My friend actually offered me a job, so we will see what happens with that.
Also, my dad thought about taking his money back from my bank account, money I was going to use for rent and trading.
At that moment, reality hit me. I couldn’t even say anything; I was on thin ice. Moments after that, my mom just told me to leave the room, not because they were upset, but because there was nothing left to say.
That feeling sucked. The power that my dad has over me and how quickly things can be taken away is scary.
I have been relying on luck, but luck will run out eventually. I have to rely on myself now, or at least as soon as possible.
It’s time to man up.